HaiZz...end of break liao...so boring...there goes another chinese new yr...haha ~

What did all of u did during chinese new yr? For me leh, everyday is gamble gamble gamble...new yr eve at hme play mahjong, 1st day new yr went ard visiting, then at nite stayed over at my uncle's hse wif my cousins play cards, 2nd day new yr relatives come my hse play cards, 3rd day went my another uncle's hse, stayed over and play cards oso...4th day (sunday) stayed at hme play mahjong....overall, lost about $30 :(

Now, sch reopens liao, feel happy coz can do sumthing instead of staying hme, but now oso not much studying mood, still new yr and holiday mood, haha ~ anyway, a lot projects coming up le, muz really start doing sumthing...

Oh, and I bought SPEED's new concert VCD liao, dun know got say b4 liao or nt...but I waited so long for it, and it's finally out in SG...it's a great concert, nicer than their previous ones. Got solos performance oso, then while they perform solo, other 3 members became dancers or back-up singers...real special ~ I love Eriko! lolx ~ Oh, tat day oso went pre-order S.H.E's new album wif my sis, we pay 1/2 each, coz pre-order got free calendar. Tis time S.H.E's new album got 2 versions summore, "Qi Huan" and "Lu Chen". We ordered "Qi Huan" ver, coz got VCD, "Lu Chen" 1 got photobk. I like VCD better...

Jeslyn mei zi got into semi-finals for her singing competition, tis sat at SP semi finals, if i free i will go support her, hope she wins! Go gif her moral support ~

Ok bah, tml will be a long day, gonna rest...cyaz ~

New Yr's Comin'!!!

I've finally started sch on Mon...a great day! Finally got to do sumthing, even though it's schling. And every single person who saw me like very shocked like tat, keep hearing them say y i became so thin...ok, I know tat liao, everybody...thx for ur comments! Lolx ~ my current weight is 49kg btw...super under weight...haha ~

2nd day of sch started at 4p.m, and ended at 9p.m...actually, I quite like nite classes, very comfortable...today we started a module called Customer Relations Management, had our tutorial in a call centre lab, so fun leh! Coz 1st time got classes inside a lab where u haf ur own fone, mike n headset. Then everybody was playing wif their fone by calling each other's fone when the tutor is toking. So u can hear fone ringing n ringing all ard the rm....everybody like small kids, lolx ~ Sherwin didn't came today coz he wanted to fo fishing...a bit lame n bo liao...wasted his attendance on the 2nd day liao...hope he dun regret...

Tat's all for my 1st 2 days of sch....and the end for my post.

On yesh, wish everybody a very Happy New Yr! Haf fun gambling and winning money!


*P.S: Shihui ar, wan come my hse then come bah, come take ang pow leh!

Wkend is coming! My last wkend b4 sch reopens...muz tink of wat haven do...

My bone marrow result is out liao ~ It shows tat my bone marrow has no problem in creating blood platelets, so it's juz a virus attacking me. But...even wif the most difficult and accurate bone marrow test, they still dunno wat's the virus. Haha ~ but by rite it will clear by itself, so ok bah ~ waste money do tis stupid thing...

Finishing the "Slamdunk" comics series Jason lent me...total 31 bks I tink, left another few more bks n I will finish liao. Tis comic is gd, funny and enjoyable...ok, I know I'm slow, coz tis comic quite long liao...haha ~

Went to my uncle's "new" hse today. Say "new" coz he tore down his old hse and rebuild a brand new 1. Rich ppl...at 1st is 2-storeys high, then they decided to build it higher, so tear down and build a 4-storeys 1...summore find designers design everything, nice is nice lah, but climb up to highest flr very tiring, lolx ~ summore every rm got aircon, got toilet, even the maid's rm...then all the family members' rms are equipped wif LCD-screened TV oso. Wah liew...economy not gd, still spend so much money building a hse...tat's for rich ppl, I can onli dream for it. Anyway, went there and got a brand new free TV back oso...haha ~ How I wish I got tat much money...lolx ~

Oh, btw...how's the chicken tribe nowadays ar....very very long no heard frm them le, maybe very busy bah...find one day tribe meeting wor...when's the last time we met up ar...hmmm...issit the chalet? If it's chalet, then got like 1/2-yr liao?!! But tis 1/2-yr got saw Shihui and Jing-ni b4, but oso very long ago liao...muz take care every1 ~

HmMmMm....

Drew my bone marrow tis morning...yesterday couldn't slp...when I've decided to fall aslp, it's already 6+ in the morning, and got up at 8.30a.m. Appointment at 10.30a.m. Actually I really not scared of it, and thot juz go n take. But juz feel very uneasy bout it, dun know y, maybe becoz everybody is WARNING me of the pain, haha ~ But anyway, my parents went wif me, and Jeslyn mei zi went too...she say go gif me moral support. So gd ~ So we went together in my dad's car.

Reached SGH on time, and while waiting for lift, started to feel a bit nervous...went up, sat there wait...in the end 11.20a.m then my turn. In the end, the doctor is that guy who done a check-up 4 me b4 (he's sort of new I tink, learning under the other big doc, who is my main doc). I always feel he is inexperienced....in the end tio him, make me feel more uneasy. The moment I step into the "surgery" room, he recognized me, say wat "aren't u the guy frm ward 74"...lolx ~

Anyway, back to topic, I lie on the bed, got tis nurse keep toking to me n stuffs, and i tink she juz stand there to make sure I dun move throughout the whole process. Then finally, the thing started...they inject me wif anaesthetic, then started to push a needle in very slowly, by turning n turning...like screwing like tat, can feel the needle turning n turning inside me, n it's rather pain, even wif anaesthetic. The more it went in, the worse I felt...then he took out the needle, then rest a while, I thot end liao, then the nurse ask me, "ready for a second time?" I was like, "haven end?" Lolx ~ SO the needle went in for a second time, turning oso...tink 1st time is for opening the way...when the needle was drawn out for a second time, I was like, "got 3rd time?" But lucky they say, end liao...wat an experience...but today draw bone marrow caused Jeslyn to be late for sch...so sorry for tat...

Anyway, tis is believed to be the last process. The report will be out tis 2 days, hope they can finally find out the cause of my illness. So relieved to finish tat process. And, I'm lookin' 4ward to sch reopen nxt mon!!

I'm back from my checkup ~ still not very gd lah, blood platelet at 66, still low...but got increase frm last wk. Last wk was 44...

So now, nobody knows what I am suffering frm, but a lot ppl tell me they got frends like tat b4, coz virus invade body, then ownself will recover after a few days, no medicine needed oso. Tat's wat the doctor told me too...but they very kpo, want to know the actual virus that's inside me, so they decided to let me do a bone marrow test, lolx ~ So I'm going back hospital draw bone marrow on Mon, in the morning. And it's not a joke, it cost $1,200 for 1 test like tat...I told my dad no need waste money on tis coz since the virus will clear by itself, wat for test...but he say muz test n know wat's happening, at least...

The test will take 15-20 mins, then after tat can go hme str liao, no need stay in hospital. But the pain will persist for 48hrs... At 1st i thot since str can go hme kind 1, sure nthing much 1 lah, like injection onli mah...then everbody told me will be very painful...make me nervous...lolx ~ But nvm...I will bear wif it...

Yesterday got go shopping wif my Mum n sis...n finally got tis day where I can wear my jeans, cap and contact lenses...lolx ~ coz tis past mth either in hospital or at hme, so no wear those stuffs...feel so gd ~

Then today went back my TS outlet let my supervisor grade me on the final whole attachment. He gave me all "Very Gd", the best grading in there, comments oso write until very gd. Hope tis will help me in passing my attachment. Anyway, tat time wish me all the best in my blood test, now wish me all the best for my bone marrow test! Haha ~

Hmmm...ok, the day is finally coming...dunno y i feel so uneasy...

Anyway, tml is the day where I going to do my blood test and if still bad result, then haf to take my bone marrow...a bit lost now...dunno wat to say, lolx ~ i juz hope tml will be a gd day and fine day...and hope I no need stay in hospital again...anyway, tis few days keeping hafing a bit of fever...and a sorethroat, wif a lot of ulcers...scared tis r signs of bad news. Juz wish me all the best...got a 12.10p.m appointment wif the blood specialist, but haf to be there at 11a.m for a blood test 1st. I WANT TO BE OK! I WANT TO STEP OUT OF MY HSE!

My LO (in-charge for my attachment) called me tis morning, say he will refer my case to the exam board I think...to determine if i will fail the work attachment...coz I too many MCs le, but he say 90% shld be no problem, coz tis type of thing i oso dun wan 1 mah...and every wk review by supervisor oso nt bad...so juz hope will pass, if not...haizz...oso no choice...

Ok...nowadays keep toking bout all these...so boring ar...lolx ~ tat day when i was discharged, my uncle bought me Karen's album...haha ~ a bit slow in getting her album, but nvm, it's a nice album anyway...

Ella of S.H.E has also returned back to the group and their new album will be released on 6th Feb, named as [Qi Huan Lu Chen]! Very fast ar...gonna save up...haf to buy tat 1, buy SPEED's Concert VCD, buy SPEED Live album...wah...

Anyway, wish me all the best tml! HaHa ~

HaPPy nEw YeAr EverYoNe!

It's 2004! Hmmm...how did I celebrate my new yr...I stayed at hme and countdown wif TV, wif my sis...lolx ~ Coz on MC, and cannot step out of my hse...for fear of me falling down n bleed coz of my low blood platelets. Watched the taiwan concert countdown, got a lot artistes perform, the concert started at 6.30p.m, ended ard 12.30a.m i tink...

Anyway, went back to Polyclinic checkup on Fri, 2nd Jan...then test blood, in the end, my blood platelet dropped frm 139 to 45 onli...so...no choice, admitted into hospital for the 2nd time...but tis time onli stayed for 1 nite. At 1st, they thot is dengue fever, then my blood platelet went up, they thot ok liao le...nw drop again, they dun know wat virus oso...suspected is sumthing call ITP. Anyway, i now got a blood specialist attached to me, thursday going back c her...if still very low...then they taking my bone marrow to test for the ITP...haizz, wat's happening to me?! But lucky is it's nt blood cancer or wat...*choy* *touchwood*...my red n white blood r in the normal range...

Now everybody is recommending everything to my mum...say tis 1 gd, tat 1 helps...so now, I'm being stuffed wif everything...but anyway, I juz hope to get well soon...get well b4 CNY!

Anyway, i still got 2 wks b4 sch reopens...and nw still on sch attachment, but keep hafing MCs, tink no need work liao lah, haha ~